I never thought that I could be so hard like this. People maybe say that i got angry for Ncit didn’t accompany me to the airport. But the true is : he didn’t believe in me.
I was with him and his family on the day before I went back to Jakarta. Unfortunately, my parents thought that I was with him alone.
Fact, that day would be one of the best day in my life, Because Bow took me to some places. First to Yoan’s friends’ wedding reception, second to Yoan’s house, met her the-most-cute-baby-boy-ever : Benjamin Axel OS. He successfully attracted me. Hmmm. After that, Bow and me picked Yosua after playing football and we three went to Jamtos.
Bow and me disscussed and shared many things. I was so greatful for that day. Thanks God.
Arrived in Ncit’s house at 6 pm. My heart beated little fast. It almost 12 hrs me together with Ncit. Then I said goodbye to Bow, Amgbr and Sua. You know, the day won’t be perfect if we didn’t go to kiefci. Ncit seduced me to had dinner there.
Arrived in my house. I felt something wrong indeed. Mom didn’t angry but silent. And for sure her silent is much scarier than her fury. Mom asked us strightly where have we been. I knew Ncit felt unconfortable and he went home faster than usually.
Ncit called me in the early morning. I knew his feeling. But in our conversation, there weren’t reasons for his absences.
I texted him on my way to the airport. He replied carelessly. It made me blows my head.
I know that sms stands for short message system, but the way he sent me the shortest message ever and I really hate it. After he realised my emotion, he tried to explain and comfy me. Did he know that all I wanted is to meet him before I go? Then I turned off my phone ‘till I arrived in Jakarta. After the plane landed, I switched on the phone and after my phone was ready, his name appeared on the screen, I rejected it immediately. I was so furious, so I blocked his number. So that I received many sms from him. But none of it I replied.
My mom called me when I got dorm. She told me that Ncit telephoned her. He almost bumped into the car for getting to the airport fast. Mom told me that Ncit shared many things with her. There was a part when I couldn’t be angry anymore: Ncit said he loves me so to my mom. After hearing my mom’s story, I calmed down and decided to call him. He said sorry and would pay all things he made in Jakarta :)
Oh my God I miss him more than before… Thanks God for always be with us to pass these things…